Even if she doesn't learn this frightening, pitiful wreck she just wished death upon is her own mother before several months, and even if she's better at the time, it will probably still disturb her.
So tragic o.o orcs are crazy!
Yeah, they seem to be most skilled at making themselves miserable.
As contrary to stereotype as this sounds, I think these Orcs are as thoughtful as they are vicious in their way of life.
I don't think a sapient species could organise into communities, no matter how small, if they didn't have some amount of empathy. Vicious ones even more than others, perhaps, as their families and close allies are more likely to need their help when violence can happen anytime.
By the way, welcome back. I know you weren't gone but you were less present for a while, and I'm happy to see more of you again! :D